I can’t exactly say I’ve been working very hard. I need to get out of my house. There’s the com, the tv, I’m even watching Tom and Jerry. How dumb is that. So back to studying I need to go. Damn. I need to put in more effort. Everyone’s so darn stressed, but I’m surprisingly not. Thank you band. And now I shall go read some academically related stuff and then sleep away.

Good night.

My weekend was horrible. I can’t remember what I did, except sunday was a bad bad day. And when I complained to Pei Wen I instead sent my three page sms to her house where the telephone operator did a wonderful job of pronouncing everything. I have no idea what accent that is, it just made the ‘I’m so bloody pissed’ sound freaking weird. I listened to it. Ack.

And so monday, can’t remember what happened, tuesday, watched coco before chanel with worm. Nice :) The place was so empty, it was scary. I just imagined everyone to be mugging at home, and that got me all scared. And then realised I’m so pessimistic, because, because the place was so empty, subway had little business and gave worm an extra cookie which she shared with me, and we practically had the whole place to ourselves. okay.And I’m glad I quit when I did. I don’t know what I would do without – now. Probably wallow in boredom and misery apart from mugging. yucks.

Wednesday, got some work done, and sat with Nava through her last few minutes of her birthday. I think everyone spends their last few minutes of their birthday deep in thought. Nava did, and I did too. About people. so from 11.52 we just sat there and thought, about people, about how old we are, and how sad it was that we had to wait another whole year before it was our birthday again. that kind of stuff. Speaking of which. I am very grateful for Nava in my sec 4 tkgs life. She has brought tremendous happiness and laughter and corrupted my not-so-innocent mind even more. Seriously. If she teaches me something, she will link something sick to it. One mere example:

Mega
Giga
Tera
Micro
Nano
Pico

To memorise the order, remember MY GOD! THAT MAN’S NAKED PENIS!

Happy birthday Nava nee tha!
Navaneetha, shut up! -Mr T.

I was just thinking of Hot Fuzz, and the part they were chasing the swan and I just couldn’t help but laugh.

After prelims I am so re-watching the movie again. Hilarious and gory. and a somewhat small reminder that people do go insane.We should have a sleepover. And then I can watch Jh sleep again. That girl. Scary. She moans and groans in her sleep and tosses and turns like mad, but she’s in deep sleep when she does so.

I am supposed to be catching up on my sleep but no, I am depriving myself of it. I slept from 12-4 last night, before I woke up and started reading because I just couldn’t sleep. Ooh.

And, I look forward to my three hour conversation :)

My family; my brothers for that cool bag, and my parents for being my parents and so sweet. And funding a lot of my things. Heh.

Thank you Shaniece Pei Wen and Audrey – that awesome cake. I was thoroughly impressed by its aesthetic appeal and edibility. :D :D thank you too for the time it took to make it.
Thank you Jia Hui, Claudine, Isa and Brenda – the wonderful cards, letters, and SHORTS. No evil hidden intentions yeah. (Jh your letter was so long and awesome)Thank you Natasha Nava Nikila Dhivya Kimberly for the jar with 16 sweet lil letters
Thank you Danielle-le, for wishing me at 3.09pm. that was freaking cool. 3rd of september, 3/9/93. WOW! And the awesome letter. I think its cool we’re still in touch. Its been years!
Thank you Ahsin, Cherlyn, Amirah, Khairiah, Aisyah, Petrina, Nicole, Geraldine, Cheryl, Jewel, Fiona, Wei Li, Gladys, Drusilla, Astri, Baizurah, Linyu for all your warm happy birthdays, bright smiles and some real nice bear hugs. That was so sweet. :) I felt real happy when I got wished. and Ahsin near crushed my ribs in the morning.
Clara! Saw your smiley face first in the morning. Thank you for the quirky things! Thanks for being my closest cousin!
Thank you Laura and Claire for being such wonderful ex-seniors, for remembering, the sweet ‘happy birthday’s.
Elizabeth Seto and Priya for the handmade carousel that actually turns! I can hardly believe you guys managed to assemble it.

And to this special group of people, you guys don’t realise it, but you give me hope, and I really long for this to happen soon though I don’t really think it ever will. I don’t think you guys can ever replace them in my heart, but I still love you. It’s just not the same, see. Maybe one day we will bond more. Thank you, Ouyuan, Elodie, Hui Qi, Nidi and Dini(love your names), Chin Hui, Hilda, and two other people whose names I cannot mention. It’s not by your own consciousness, (bad word, limited vocabulary now) but by just being in that same room and doing the same things together you remind me of a time long ago.

Gosh. Thank goodness most of you up there will never see this. love a quiet blog. :) I find this post embarrassing.But today was very sweet, thank you all very, very very much.

I kind of wish I turned six today, instead of sixteen. Funny huh. I’m almost willing to trade all I know now for some kiddy brain and innocence. How emo. Sorry. It’s great being sixteen!! Jh wrote ’16. You can officially legally watch NC16 movies though I am very sure you prefer watching it illegally more’. I’ve got lots of things I wanna do and be good in! Take WHOO! for instance.I just realised I am aging. I had better do all i wanna do NOW.

Once again, thank you all.